Lacing Up My Nikes.

God, I can't do it any more; my heart and mind are exhausted. All day my brain twists with thoughts- all night I struggle with memories and doubt. How long oh Lord, will my agony exist? How long will my soul be distressed? I await for You to rescue me. I dance before You in hope of your mercy. And I sit here, knowing all very well, you will deliver me still. Tonight might slip away with my mind in a stand-still, constantly running through its own loop of thoughts- but you unbind me from doubt. You alone love my soul. Fear has no place in my life, to live with purpose and not with regret, this is the song that I sing. Father, I beg you to help me live selflessly for my friend and forget about the love in my heart- to run away from it and never look back. You love me Jesus, and that is all I really need. Your safe love. Help me not be afraid.

All yours,

Cole