Written February 2008.
"To not recognize the One who blesses me when I never deserve it- the God who gives an ear to prayers sputtered out of selfish desire to recieve- my Protector smiles upon my frusterated forced worship. My soul is seeking, my insides longing for God to hold me. A woman filled with doubt over His very existence, containing pain and grief over my choices the past year, I find it hard to forgive myself and embrace the love He has to offer me every day that my blue eyes awaken from their numbing slumber. My desire is to love Him, and despite the realization that I could never care for Him like He cares for me- I desparately want to try!"
Written December 2009.
"Look how far we've come, precious Jesus. Thank you. Oh thank you!"
"To not recognize the One who blesses me when I never deserve it- the God who gives an ear to prayers sputtered out of selfish desire to recieve- my Protector smiles upon my frusterated forced worship. My soul is seeking, my insides longing for God to hold me. A woman filled with doubt over His very existence, containing pain and grief over my choices the past year, I find it hard to forgive myself and embrace the love He has to offer me every day that my blue eyes awaken from their numbing slumber. My desire is to love Him, and despite the realization that I could never care for Him like He cares for me- I desparately want to try!"
Written December 2009.
"Look how far we've come, precious Jesus. Thank you. Oh thank you!"
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